Will i be lonely for the rest of my life?Why dont people love me even if they do why do they have to hurt me.I want to let out the tears but they dont come.My heart hurts a lot.We had a camp which made me feel close to God and peaceful but now i dont feel that peace in my heart.I wish why i was   ever born.I have a feeling of lonliness inside me.I dont trust anybody to share my feelings with,the person i trusted betrayed my trust (I guess thats the way jesus feels when we sin).I too feel i have betrayed God by sinning.I want to be hugged truly loves me no i dont know what i want but i know that i want this feeling of lonliness gone.